A Protector Stands:
Caretaking is my defense
a make-shift shield
I drive to work. News:
Witness to a war far away
Yellow Sunflowers
Focus on their needs
Understand their perspective
Read their emotions
Fix; Mend; patch.
Carry, Listen, Trust, Nod, Hold
Forgive wrongdoing
This my programming
Instinct. Unconscious. Impulse.
I don’t even try:
ON Autopilot:
Care and Love those around me
They don’t know better
I’m Exhausted, Drained
I can’t take any more pain
The world doesn’t stop
Little me gets lost
She needs me to be upset
To Feel my Feelings
Little me listens:
She counts footsteps like heartbeats
Thump. Thump. Thump. Thu-thump.
Adult me hears her:
Time to focus on our needs
‘It’s okay’, I tell her.
I go on a run
I leave my cell phone at home
Waves crash on the shore
Silence fills my head
Adult me and little me
Collide into one

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